Everyone has a story

 I can stand with a group of people and still feel alone 

I can move around enthusiastically and still feel tired to the bone

The thought of interacting with people makes me tense 

Whenever I share my feelings with people ,they think it makes no sense 

As soon as I go out ,I just want to go home and sleep 

Small talks make me feel so awkward,I like conversations that are deep 

Sometimes I feel like people are judging me 

I wonder how others look so happy and carefree

Seeing so many people together makes me feel restless

Sometimes I wonder why I can't be like them ,laid back and reckless

I would prefer to be with my books ,where I am not scared of anybody

I just want to be relaxed and live without any worry 


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