A jar of smiles

My head started spinning,my legs started shaking My eyes got watery ,my heart started aching  I told myself I couldn't do it and I just wanted to run away  I knew I couldn't go up on that stage ,I knew that I was going to fail today  Performing in front of hundreds of people is definitely not an easy thing to do It is hard to explain about all those scary thoughts and feelings I was going through  I was scared that people would make fun of me and treat me like a joke  I had a feeling that people would not pay attention to me ,when I spoke  I was feeling nervous and confident at the same time when I was taking my first steps towards the stage  I never thought that this day would be so important, I never realised that today I was finally going to break free from my cage  When I saw all those faces looking at me ,I decided to give them a performance they were never going to forget  I spoke my dialogues with my full confidence, I wanted it to be ...

'Will we ever go out again ?' said the little black dress  The pyjamas made fun of her and laughed at her distress  The jumpsuit stood up and cried ' I know I was a little hard to handle , but I thought we had something'  'atleast you haven't forgotten about me ' said the hoodies and started blushing The jeans just sat in the corner and thought about how it was always tight around my thighs  The cute crop top was still expectant and was looking at me with hopeful eyes  The shorts and the dungerees refused to even talk and be a part of the conversation The shirts knew they had very low chances and were proceeding with caution The heels looked at me with disgust and said that it had never seen me before  It was acting so high and mighty ,I was really tempted to return it to the store  The jacket and I talked about the good old days  The socks were funny and charming as always  I was happy to hear that the comfortable slippers and the bathrobe w...

I will start by sharing a really important fact about myself...I love eating! People say that they eat food to live but I am a completely opposite person, I live to eat food . My brother always says that when I will start earning my money,I will probably spend it all on online food deliveries. I love eating chocolate, candies,burgers and all kinds of junk food that you can imagine. My parents always tried to stop me from eating all this, but I never listened to them . Whenever I was stopped ,I threw a tantrum. I know that I was being a jerk,but that did not stop me from making my parents feel guilty for not letting me enjoy my life by having my favorite food . As anyone would expect all this junk food made me regret a lot of decisions that I had taken in my life. I had taken my body for granted. I always thought that even after eating all this stuff I am able to fit into my old clothes so clearly I am not gaining weight. I did not realise that even though I was able to wear my old dres...

My mom is a houswife and listens to all my problems. My dad is always there for me and I even have an annoying younger brother ...he always makes grand entrances to my room and deliberately leaves the door open to tease me. Sometimes I want to kick him and on rare occasions, hug him...my uncles and aunts care for me a lot and I have wonderful grandparents. I have more than two hundred followers on instagram and I can easily say that I am familiar with almost every student in my grade .I know of two people who will promptly call me their best friend and yet even after being surrounded by such loving people....I feel lonely. When I was young I was outgoing and I loved talking to people. I wouldn't say that I was a confident person. ( I was never able to and will never be able to order food at a restaurant ) I have had a lot of changes in my personality over the years ... During my teenage years I convinced myself that I was a cute short girl that everyone loved. I had a lot of acne ,...

 I can stand with a group of people and still feel alone  I can move around enthusiastically and still feel tired to the bone The thought of interacting with people makes me tense  Whenever I share my feelings with people ,they think it makes no sense  As soon as I go out ,I just want to go home and sleep  Small talks make me feel so awkward,I like conversations that are deep  Sometimes I feel like people are judging me  I wonder how others look so happy and carefree Seeing so many people together makes me feel restless Sometimes I wonder why I can't be like them ,laid back and reckless I would prefer to be with my books ,where I am not scared of anybody I just want to be relaxed and live without any worry